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27th August 2004

8:23pm: note: the name of my new journal will, instead, be x_rot_n_roll_x

(i don't believe)

8:13pm: i haven't updated in a while, but i'm here at college now. because of this important event in my life, i will be ending this journal and starting a new one, tentatively named XLetThemEatShitX. i will still be keeping this journal up, though.
Current Mood: cheerful

(i don't believe)

12th June 2004

1:52pm: interesting...
this is very interesting.

(i don't believe)

2nd June 2004

10:20pm: i went to see Bodies in the Gears of the Apparatus last night, though i had to leave before they actually played. i met one of the guys from the band when he was selling merch, he was a nice guy. i got some pins and 2 comp CDs and some stickers. the bands that played were mostly porngrind (yes, it's a genre) and death metal, with a little thrash and noise tossed in, too. that's about all.
Current Mood: mellow

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31st May 2004

2:59pm: i have yet another research paper to do, this sucks

and this is what will send me to jail, not a coup d'etate or bombing a major industrialist and dismanteling capitalism, but:

What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852
Name
Birthdate
You killed
With a
OnFebruary 22, 2012
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!


what t3h fuxx0r5?
Current Mood: pissed off

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27th May 2004

7:15pm: i've decided that, this summer, i'm going to:

be more social and hang out with people
watch movies i always say i should see but never do
make as much music as humanly possible
other stuff i haven't decided on yet

suggestions?
Current Mood: restless

(1 nailed to the treason wall | i don't believe)

12:52am: i just finished my paper

I FUCKING HATE ESSAYS

I ALSO HATE HOW NO ONE COMMENTS
Current Mood: relieved

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26th May 2004

1:27pm: i'm home right now. i skipped school at my mother's suggestion to work on my English paper due tomorrow

comments wishing me luck are appreciated, as is telling me what i missed in school today
Current Mood: determined

(i don't believe)

24th May 2004

8:09pm: ALMOST ALL OF MY TEACHERS HAVE PILED ON HUGE ASSIGNMENTS BECAUSE THEY REALLY DON'T WANT ME TO GRADUATE.

seriously, i need a hug, really badly
Current Mood: stressed

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16th May 2004

8:12pm: went to senior prom last night with Katy, and it was great. she was beautiful beyond words and i don't think i told her that enough. but she'll read this, so maybe that's ok.
now for my horrible math analogy to compare it to junior prom last year (what are "u" gonna do about it?)

Parallels (m1 = m2)
didn't dance
went to Denny's after finding the afterprom sucked
an excess of humping on the part of the others
the food sucked

Perpendiculars (m1 = -1/m2)
had a date
played mancala \m/
had fun (God forbid)
drove there


so, yeah, i picked up Katy, her parents took pictures, went to my house, my parents took pictures, then we went to the prom where mancala was played, conversation about movies were had, and the wonderful game "Guess Who's Drunk" was played. we left a little early, went to her house to change into regular clothes, then we stopped by the afterprom, which sucked by definition. so we went to Denny's, had breakfast, and talked politics, religion, music, and anything else that popped into our heads. it was great to have a real converasation with someone and even better to occasionally disagree but still be polite about it. so i guess that's it.
o, and it took me until past 8 at night to update because, after i got home, i slept until 7 pm, then i showered and ate, so yeah.
Current Mood: happy

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8th April 2004

8:12pm: yes a penguin taught me French back in Antarctica
everyone download this song NOW

o, and i got my license
Current Mood: happy

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1st April 2004

9:19pm: well, i haven't updated in forever, so what?

i gots me a date for senior prom, despite all indication that i suck.

o, and The Number 12 Looks Like You rules
Current Mood: nervous

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6th February 2004

1:39pm: so i haven't updated in months, whatever.

I got into SUNY Buffalo, so yeah. and nothing else has changed.

that's all
Current Mood: contemplative

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5th December 2003

9:25pm: By popular demand, i am updating (well, one person demanded, that's more than usual). I guess i could start with the fact that i'm not going to snowball because i'm too shy to ask anyone and because i suck anyway. I'm really tired right now and, frankly, sleep is looking pretty good. While i remember, you fuckers better comment, i mean, it's nice. That's about all.
Current Mood: nerdy

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8th November 2003

11:58pm: ok, fine, i haven't updated. i'm gonna try my hand at this again, but i'm counting on some people to make my life more interesting because i have nothing.

also, here's hell:

Bill Clinton, Democrats, Gray Davis
Circle I Limbo

Scientologists, The New York Yankees
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Rednecks
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Republicans, Creationists
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

Bill Gates
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

General asshats
Circle VII Burning Sands

George Bush
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

Qusay Hussein, Uday Hussein, Saddam Hussein, Osama bin Laden
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

Current Mood: infatuated

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3rd August 2003

8:37pm: i had to get up for work this morning at 5 so i could be there at 6, and one of the workers wasn't there, most likely because she got the tax refund shit for having kids, so she's as good as fired. on Saturday, it was the last day for both Jenn and Suman; Jenn because she has college and Suman because he's going on vacation and he's getting back at the end of August and he can only work during the summer, so he just left. man, a lot of the seniors i know are going to college and next year, i will, too. it scares me. shitless. i mean, i'm totally terrified of the concept, and of the fact that i won't see a lot of my friends from school for a really long time, maybe never again. it's just depressing, so i have to make senior year really count, academically and socially. gotta get my shit together, tie up the loose ends of things i said i would do but was always too nervous to do. man, i'm so scared, and it makes me feel alone :(
Current Mood: lonely

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29th July 2003

6:42pm: i'd like to thank everyone who commented on my last entry, really made me feel better. :D
i got my senoir picture taken today and when the guy told me to smile i said i didn't want to because my yearbook smiles look forced. he just decided to act like an asshole to show me, heh. that's all for today.
Current Mood: bored

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27th July 2003

9:34pm: i'm sick of being alone, having no one.
that's all, i wish you people would comment, it'd be nice to be acknowledged.
Current Mood: drained

(3 nailed to the treason wall | i don't believe)

24th July 2003

8:39pm: i haven't updated because i have done nothing other than work, go to Stewart's with Andy, Andrew, and Daniel, go see the pyschiatrist, and be on the computer. so i suggest one of you make my life more interesting or something, i can't entertain you here on my own...
Current Mood: bored

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16th July 2003

8:16pm: man, i love this Napalm Death song. :D anyhoo, i had a good day. i biked to the library and hung out there, looking at books about religions and languages, because i'm a nerd like that. then i went to the DMV at the mall to get a book so i can learn shit to get my permit. i saw some friends there, then i got a coolatta at the Dunkin' Donuts i work at, then biked home, exhausted because i'm fat. and now i'm here, content and bored as fuck. o well.
Current Mood: content

(1 nailed to the treason wall | i don't believe)

14th July 2003

3:47pm: i woke up at 3 today because Tony called so we talked for a while and then i had a headache and my mom told me to get some juice, take a shower, and go for a walk. i think i'll do that after this, but i just wanted to update for no real reason whatsoever. i'm fat and i need to take a fucking walk so i'm going to go now.
Current Mood: awake

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13th July 2003

3:34pm: i haven't updated in a while so here it is. nothing is happening, hence the lack of updateness. i need things to do this summer, as i only have work. that's it, i'll try to update more, but don't count on it.
Current Mood: tired

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19th May 2003

8:20pm: my God. a teacher hanged himseld last Saturday. it's scary, you know, that someone like that would commit suicide. plus, a few weeks ago, another teacher died of pancreatic cancer. they're dropping like flies, it's a little scary. nothing else has happened that's really noteworthy.
Current Mood: exanimate

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11th May 2003

3:09am: Prom sucks
yeah, it does. the music sucked, the DJ was a lying dickhead, all the people did was dry hump constantly, the food was shitty, and the afterprom at TGIFridays as crowded, the band sucked, and the line for the food was too long. i went to Denny's and just hung out with my friends who came and went, and now i'm here, $150 poorer and a bit more bitter. o well!
Current Mood: exhausted

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8th May 2003

10:59pm: had a good day today, despite how my allergies are making me feel like shit. in engineering, i got the entire class to do "the wave" which was fairly bitchin'. :)
i also rented my tux for prom, it's a regular black tux with a plaid green vest and a black necktie. o yeah!
i also got 3 new CDs. Shadows Fall "Of One Blood," Bright Eyes "LIFTED or The Story Is in the Soil, Keep Your Ear to the Ground," and Napalm Death "Enemy of the Music Business." yes, i got Napalm Death and Bright Eyes at the same time, shut up already
that's about it, nothing of substance, not real anecdotes to rave about, but something will turn up, i'm sure, so good night
Current Mood: quixotic

(1 nailed to the treason wall | i don't believe)

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